A Portrait of Self
I don’t know. I think I’ll write something. Or sculpt something. Or install something. Or maybe I will just collect some objects - they have really interesting things to say, you know. I like making conversation with them from time to time. But after that I still don’t know what I’m going to do. Perhaps I’ll perform something. But then again, when am I not performing? These days I'm at a loss as to where life ends and performance begins. Surely it's more fluid than our Apothecary dictates. What to do. What to do. Maybe I’ll go to therapy.
If you want, you can pick me up in London, or Venice, or Ljubljana, or Athens. Around 4 o’clock.
Maybe I will. Can you see my hands in the mirror?
Yes.
You think they are pretty?
Yes. Very pretty.
And do you like my palms?
Yes.
And my knuckles too?
Yes. I love your knuckles.
And the back of my hands?
The back of your hands, too.
Can you see my fingers in the mirror?
Yes.
You think I have cute fingernails?
Yes, precious.
Shall I get down on my hands?
No, it’s not necessary.
And my scars. Do you like them?
Yes, they drive me crazy.
All of them? The abortion? The sexual assault?
All of them.
Gently, Abbie. Not so hard.
I’m sorry, Abbie.
Which do you like better. My scars or my hands?
I don’t know. I like them the same.
You like my adrenal glands?
Yes.
They don’t seem triangular enough to me. And do you like my eyes?
Yes.
And my brain?
Yes.
All of it? My frontal lobe, my temporal lobe, my parietal lobe, my occipital lobe?
Yes, everything,
Then you love me, the artist, the person, totally.
I love you, the writer, the sculptor, the performer, totally, tenderly, tragically.
Me too, Abbie. What about the lawyer? Do you love her too?
Not as much as the artist. I can’t seem to recall her face.
Me neither, really.

Abbie Coombs combines writing, performance, sculpture, and installation in treading the hazy line where life ends, and performance begins. Closely following her therapeutic journey through the lens of womanhood, her practice is a manifestation of the responsibility she assumes to lay bare her deepest vulnerabilities in a simultaneous retaking of power. Through the exposure of her 'self', literally and metaphorically, she hopes to challenge the hegemonic patriarchal structures that dictate societal expectations of women.
Her performances are an invitation for both herself and the audience to engage in a dialogue about the complexities of womanhood, identity, vulnerability, and the ongoing struggle for autonomy in a world that often seeks to confine and commodify women's bodies. They strive to transcend the purely subjective as fictionalised narratives, while coinciding with autobiographical fact and a live audience to give rise to an affect-based mis en scene, a kind of dialogical theatre. At a psychological level, her work attempts to challenge ‘inter-passivity’ and the viewer’s emotional responsiveness in a public situation, creating a reflective space that fosters a discursive environment around the difficult but urgent topics of abortion and violence against women. Coombs implicates her audience in the construction and articulation of the violence inherent in our hierarchy of power relations. This exposes both the ‘performer’ and the ‘participant’, and ‘patriarchy’ vs ‘subject’, positioned in the force field of empathy and trust within a wider world of indifference and disbelief towards artists and women.
Coombs established and runs the London-based Writer’s Collective, ‘The Circle’, and has been published on a number of occasions in Force Majeure (2023, 2024), by the UAL Writer’s Collective. She is currently working on her first novel, which she hopes to publish in 2025.
Coombs’ creative practice is informed by knowledge and political influences from a previous career in the legal sector, where she practiced as an antitrust and complex litigation lawyer in the English High Court, Court of Appeal, and Supreme Court, as well as other European jurisdictions. While she found that legal language was too restrictive to articulate creative solutions to complex problems she faced, her legal career taught her the power of the speech act in the chamber, and the reverence of the goat skin of the parchment of legal acts, where the performance of words in a particular costume could determine the future of the basic reproductive rights of women across an entire nation.
CV
Education
2024 M.A. Fine Art Chelsea College of Arts, UAL, London, UK
2023 Graduate Diploma Fine Art Chelsea College of Arts, UAL, London, UK
2021 M.A. Law. University of Cambridge, Queens' College, UK
2018 Postgraduate Diploma Legal Practice BPP University London, UK
2017 B.A. Law University of Cambridge, Queens' College, UK
Exhibitions
2024
Arte Laguna Prize Finalists' Exhibition Arsenale Nord, Venice, Italy
Second Score ALUO, Ljubljana, Slovenia
Show Chelsea Parade Ground, London
Unbound Chelsea Library, London
Test-drive The Triangle Gallery, London
FavArte Contrapposto, Athens
Host St Saviour's Pimlico, London
We Are (B)one Cookhouse Gallery, London
Excavating Memory Cookhouse Gallery, London
It's a Wee Bit Nippy in Ol'Blighty Cookhouse Gallery, London
E3 Presents: Home Simmons Bar, London
Everything Must Go Cookhouse Gallery, London
The Third Place AVA, Ljubljana, Slovenia
2023
Body Language Chelsea Parade Ground, London
Blue Shout Set Social, London
A Playground For All MP Birla Millennium Art Gallery, London
Departure Lounge Chelsea College of Arts, London
Degree Show Chelsea College of Arts, London
House Safehouse 1 and 2, London
BAMS Medal Exhibition Central Saint Martins, London
PLOT: CLAUDIA RANKINE Chelsea Space, London
Kare The Morgue, London
2022 Smelly. Dirty. Clean. Chelsea College of Arts, London
2021 Finding Home Tate Britain, London
Published Writing
2024 Ethereal Sibling, published in Seedlings Magazine
Senses of Self, published in Force Majeure by UAL Writer's Collective
Backstreet, published in Force Majeure by UAL Writer's Collective
Lady Justice, published in Force Majeure by UAL Writer's Collective
2023 Innocent Until Proven Guilty, published in Force Majeure by UAL Writer's Collective
The Birth of an Artist, published in Force Majeure by UAL Writer's Collective
Good Morning Mr Magpie, published in Force Majeure by UAL Writer's Collective
Residencies
2024 Writer's Collective, Barbariga, Croatia
Performance, Creative Process, and Visual Arts, ALUO, Ljubljana, Slovenia
Panel Discussions
2023 International Women's Day with Camberwell, Chelsea and Wimbledon Colleges of Arts Subjectivity and Feminisms research group, London
Scholarships/Awards
2024 Finalist for the International Arte Laguna Prize, Italy, Venice.
The Sir Frank Bowling Scholarship, London
2023 UAL Home Postgraduate Scholarship, London
2017 Foundation Scholarship for academic excellence at the University of Cambridge, Cambridge